This weekend das went to ask for forgiveness from the Guru Panth and Guru Granth. The hukamnama from Maharaj was as follows:
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sorat(h) mehalaa 5
Sorat'h, Fifth Mehla:
gur poorai charanee laaeiaa
The Perfect Guru has attached me to His feet.
har sa(n)g sehaaee paaeiaa
I have obtained the Lord as my companion, my support, my best friend.
jeh jaaeeai thehaa suhaelae
Wherever I go, I am happy there.
kar kirapaa prabh maelae 1
By His Kind Mercy, God united me with Himself. 1
har gun gaavahu sadhaa subhaaee
So sing forever the Glorious Praises of the Lord with loving devotion.
man chi(n)dhae sagalae fal paavahu jeea kai sa(n)g sehaaee 1 rehaao
You shall obtain all the fruits of your mind's desires, and the Lord shall become the companion and the support of your soul. 1Pause
naaraaein praan adhhaaraa
The Lord is the support of the breath of life.
ham sa(n)th janaa(n) raenaaraa
I am the dust of the feet of the Holy people.
pathith puneeth kar leenae
I am a sinner, but the Lord made me pure.
kar kirapaa har jas dheenae 2
By His Kind Mercy, the Lord blessed me with His Praises. 2
paarabreham karae prathipaalaa
The Supreme Lord God cherishes and nurtures me.
sadh jeea sa(n)g rakhavaalaa
He is always with me, the Protector of my soul.
har dhin rain keerathan gaaeeai
Singing the Kirtan of the Lord's Praises day and night,
bahurr n jonee paaeeai 3
I shall not be consigned to reincarnation again. 3
jis dhaevai purakh bidhhaathaa
One who is blessed by the Primal Lord, the Architect of Destiny,
har ras thin hee jaathaa
realizes the subtle essence of the Lord.
jamaka(n)kar naerr n aaeiaa
The Messenger of Death does not come near him.
sukh naanak saranee paaeiaa 4959
In the Lord's Sanctuary, Nanak has found peace. 4959
Guru Pyare Sadh Sangat Ji,
I would like to take this opportunity presented by the Guru Khalsa Panth Sahib, to ask for forgiveness and the Sangats compassion, for all the mistakes I have made knowingly or unknowingly. If I had the maturity that I have now with age and Sangat. I would have done things differently. For this, here I am now with my hand pressed together to ask for forgiveness. I have made many many transgressions from maryada, and I make a humble plea to Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji, the Singhs, and Sadh Sangat to find it in your hearts to forgive me. With Gurus Kirpa and the guidance and support of the Sangat, I have no doubt that even a sinner like me can be graced by Guru Kalgidhar. This is possible as Guru Arjan Dev Ji says in Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji Maharaj:
sorat(h) mehalaa 5
Sorat'h, Fifth Mehla:
ham mailae thum oojal karathae ham niragun thoo dhaathaa
We are filthy, and You are immaculate, O Creator Lord; we are worthless, and You are the Great Giver.
ham moorakh thum chathur siaanae thoo sarab kalaa kaa giaathaa 1
We are fools, and You are wise and all-knowing. You are the knower of all things. 1
maadhho ham aisae thoo aisaa
O Lord, this is what we are, and this is what You are.
ham paapee thum paap kha(n)ddan neeko t(h)aakur dhaesaa rehaao
We are sinners, and You are the Destroyer of sins. Your abode is so beautiful, O Lord and Master. Pause
thum sabh saajae saaj nivaajae jeeo pi(n)dd dhae praanaa
You fashion all, and having fashioned them, You bless them. You bestow upon them soul, body and the breath of life.
niraguneeaarae gun nehee koee thum dhaan dhaehu miharavaanaa 2
We are worthless - we have no virtue at all; please, bless us with Your gift, O Merciful Lordand Master. 2
thum karahu bhalaa ham bhalo n jaaneh thum sadhaa sadhaa dhaeiaalaa
You do good for us, but we do not see it as good; You are kind and compassionate, forever and ever.
thum sukhadhaaee purakh bidhhaathae thum raakhahu apunae baalaa 3
You are the Giver of peace, the Primal Lord, the Architect of Destiny; please, save us, Your children! 3
thum nidhhaan attal sulithaan jeea ja(n)th sabh jaachai
You are the treasure, eternal Lord King; all beings and creatures beg of You.
kahu naanak ham eihai havaalaa raakh sa(n)than kai paashhai 4617
Says Nanak, such is our condition; please, Lord, keep us on the Path of the Saints. 4617
VahigurooJiKaKhalsaVahigurooJikiFateh !
6 comments:
It would be nice to see that video in order to see who the Singhs were that you apologised in front of and who the Panj Singhs were. Perhaps having it as a link on your blog would be best so that the rest of the sangat can see proof behind these words.
Anonymous Bha Jee, would you like it if when you went Pesh it was recorded and put on the net?
I dont fink anybody would like it Bha Jee. Plus, when the Panj Pyaras give Amrit Paan its done in private. That is respecting the marayadah.
what is the apology for?
The apology is for all the sins I have committed.
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh. It takes a big man to
A. Be able to see he has made mistakes and
B. Be able to admit to them and ask forgiveness.
Funny story when I met Kamalroop Singh I was just getting into the Sikhi fold. He had come down from U.K and this was the first time I met amritdharis who were older and I thought he was really cool. His version of sikhi differed greatly from mine but I felt he had genuine love for guru and gurus sikhs. I was young and didn't know about all the sikhi conterversies than. I didn't even know what AKJ was.
Anyways long story short I hadn't taken amrit but I didn't eat meat, drink and I kept my kesh.
So Kamalroop Singh asked me Singh why don't you take amrit and I replied I'm not ready yet. (typical answer I hear a lot). And I will never forget what he said to me, infact when people I meet now say that, I always quote kamalroop singh. He told me singh you think.. You have to become a brahm gianni then take amrit, but it works the other way around. You have to take amrit first and then you can start your journey towards God.
The next day I believe, me and kamalroop were sitting in the darbar and the stage secetery came on and announced a last minute amrit sanchaar happening that weekend. Kamalroop Singh looked at me and smiled and I was like yeah thats definantly my guru telling me.
So thats how I took amrit years and years ago. After which I heard all the conterversy I decided to stay away from it all. But I always had that respect because he was the one who pushed me towards my Guru.
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